Feral weeds... They are so restfully non-linear and free... they whisper the cyclic poetry of the pattern languages of nature, neither arranging nor arranged, yet always exactly where they should be. Their hues splash across the meadow more beautifully than the most skilled artist can accomplish, their only constant being their inconsistency, their seeming randomity. Their thorns bar the way of those who would tread where they may disturb the balance, protecting the little ones, the six-leggeds and the no-leggeds and the feathered two-leggeds from harm. The happy buzzing of bees and the lazy drifting of satisfied butterflies are a perpetual testament to the sacrament of the feral weeds, the ones that are undisturbed by feet or plow or deliberately planted flower... When my mind is tired, tired of the city, tired of the wires, the straight lines across and the straight lines up, too many lines, lines everywhere, even the sounds are lines... Then I go to the Meadow where the Weeds lie, and I listen to their whisper of the cycles of time, of the language that cannot be learned, it must be breathed in and breathed out again... And the road to happiness lies in becoming a feral weed, in spreading where the breath is still there to breathe, and in becoming one with the pollinators that carry the life to other, distant meadows, Elswhere... ... For then I can breathe, and the air is not poisoned, and the lines are gone, and everything is chaos and crooked and curved and wild and alive, and then I can hear again, and I can see again, and I can breathe... and wander ever deeper to discover new beauty, in infinite variety, never the same, never uniform, everywhere, so that my thoughts may leave the straight lines, the lines everywhere, and unite with the curves and the life, and the wind and water which have no shape, no container at all... And the water is alive, fresh, and when I drink deeply of this water, it feeds and does not poison, for the weeds and the rocks drank before me. And deeper I wandered into the wood, where daisies shone and the sun flowered, and there I became myself again, and could dance and sing again, and the clear wind around me passed through me, because I was transparent as glass and shapeless as air and water, and only the meadow remained... I flew with a bird overhead and I crawled on the ground with a small six-legged creature I had no name for, and I grew with a blade of grass, and opened with a flower, and a honeybee alighted upon me and drank, and the day that I could nourish a bee from my being was the day that I knew I had learned the lesson of a feral weed... |